SMARAN :
I am a staunch believer of the fact that when you just think about Sai , somehow Sai reaches out to you through some medium , be it another Sai devotee , some signs via signboards or mention of Sai , Sainath mantra or his picture on some vehicles like tempos , autorickshaws etc . I am saying so since I have been experiencing this on regular basis .
In the month of June 2022, came my Old patient Rashna Iyer . She had messaged me a week before asking for an appointment since she was on her way to Shirdi and her tooth started hurting . When she returned back from Shirdi , she got Sai baba’s prasad for me . Before this visit , never ever did we exchange any conversations about Sai. But this time I somehow I told her about some of my past experiences with Sai baba and told her that I have to give her a Sai baba led plug lamp that I had kept for another patient & Sai devotee Shankar , who did not turn up past 3-4 months . Shankar was the one who had introduced me to Sat Sai charitram and insisted I buy it on Amazon earlier in December 2021 just few days before Datta Jayanthi in December 2021. After which I had done the Sat Sai charitram parayan in February 2022 and after the completion I gave these Sai led lamp plugs to 11 people . But 1 plug still remained with me , since shanker never came to clinic or met me either . So I gave this to Rashna . She was extremely happy and said that she had got no time to buy some souvenir of baba in Shirdi as it was a super fast darshan and trip back to Mumbai from Shirdi . Therefore her wish was completed through me by baba in this manner .
After this she narrated to me an incident of her life which changed her totally and ingrained in her soul , Sai baba’s faith .
Rashna’s husband died suddenly very young in his 30’s , while their two boys were very young around 4 & 8 yrs old respectively in the 90,s . Her whole world shattered and collapsed like a house of cards with this tragedy at the age of 27 . Just a few months had passed by after the demise of her husband that , her very good friend asked Rashna to come along with her and visit a Sai baba’s temple in town near Govalia tank in south Bombay. Rashna was very depressed and in no mood to go anywhere. She has lost interest in the external world and still had not recovered from this deep loss . Her friend also invited rashna’s sister and her kids to come along for this darshan . They both insisted and Rashna agreed . In fact Rashna was angry with god and had a lot of questions for the divine with respect to such tragic turn of events in her happy life . When they reached Sai baba’s temple near govalia tank , after taking the darshan of baba rashna’s friend gave the Prasad to all of them . In this temple the Prasad is kept wrapped in newspapers in the form of a “pudi”, for devotees to take away . So her friend picked a few of these , placed on one Rashna’s hand , another she gave to Rashna’s sister and gave away two to the kids . Rashna very uninterestingly took the Prasad pudi and came back home . In her Marol flat , she simply entered and kept the pudi on the dining table without even opening it to taste the Prasad . She switched on the tv , but just did not have the interest to watch anything . But after sometime she realised that she saw Sai baba coming in and out on the channel which was currently playing on the television. It was some serial or advertisement of some Sai baba’s serial flashing on that channel . She thought may be Sai baba was reminding her to go and have the Prasad . So she just said to Sai , “ ok baba , if you really want me to go and have that Prasad , I will go and have it , but why did you do this to me ? And how am I supposed to gather my disintegrated life ? How do I raise my tiny boys all alone with their father ?” Rashna opened the newspaper Prasad pudi with agitation and to her surprise she found her husband’s obituary inside that newspaper piece which was given a few months back . She just sat there and cried so hard and asked Baba for forgiveness. The all knowing & the all pervading Sai baba had given Rashna the assurance that “ don’t worry child , I am there with you . I have got your back !”
Rashna today has raised her two son’s so well , such that both her sons are in the USA and Canada respectively and are doing very well . She single handedly provided good education to them and is also an independent lady still working till date . Her faith in baba is truly an epitome of faith , patience and courage , that baba always wants us to inculcate in ourselves !
Baba’s ways are miraculously abstract . He is always there with us walking us through the tough times , just like a father or mother would patiently walk along and teach a child to learn how to walk . Each fall of the baby ,baba picks us up and walks along with us holding our hand until we get back on our feet and become good at it & confidently walk all alone .
I narrated Rashna’s story to my husband and we decided to go visit govalia tank Sai baba that very same weekend. At the back of my mind , I had this urge to receive some kind of message from Sai baba after visiting this temple . And hence baba had connected me and Rashna. The shrine was in inside a very old heritage building named Sai Krupa on Forjet street, was more than 100 yrs old . I had taken some flowers from my home garden to offer to baba . We also took a flower garland from outside the shrine .There was only one flower seller there . When we entered inside the shrine there were a different mystical vibe to this place . The idol of Sai baba was so life like that it felt as if baba is sitting there in person like a statue . The pujari there told us that baba’s facial expressions keep changing at different times. The shrine was built by a devotee who lived in this place which was converted into a Sai baba shrine later . He had met Sai baba in person in the early 1900s.
We offered our incense sticks , flowers and tulsi to baba’s padukas, and while leaving the Pujari gave a Prasad pudi to my husband Yatin . I had not seen this and understood this when we were walking towards our car . I immediately opened the Prasad pudi to find a message of Sai baba relevant to our life situation.
Baba is listening always ! You don’t have to call out his name in vaikhari . Simply remembering him through Madhyama is more than enough for him to guide you in life . He just wants our love with faith and Sai baba loves you back .
Om Sai Ram
Om draam dattatreyaya Namaha
Om Namaha shivaya
Om shri gurubhyo Namaha
I am updating this blog , since on 1st January, 2023 I visited Gowalia tank Sai baba once again .
We took darshan after visiting girgaon Phadke wadi Ganesh mandir and Swami ‘s kandewadi mutth. This time the prasad pudi that I received , seems to have no message. My five senses were expecting a miracle again . But alas I couldn’t decipher or decode anything, even if there was any message in that newspaper pudi .
After this darshan visit , I retained the prasad pudi paper in my small sling purse . On the auspicious day of Makar Sankranti day around 12th ,13th , 14th January 2023 , I got the opportunity of visiting Kolhapur for a Satsang and took darshan of Ambabai Devi Mahalaxmi. A local vendor told me about the Devi’s Kumkum to be taken back home as her blessing . And lo! I had nothing to carry that Kumkum except for this Sai prasad pudi paper which I removed from that sling purse . I collected the Kumkum in that pudi paper and got it back home to MUMBAI .
I opened that pudi paper to empty the Kumkum into the tiny silver box which Mrs. Kamat had given me last year in July 2022 after my Amarnath yatra ride ( refer my another Sai baba blog : ek chutki sindoor ) . When I opened the paper I suddenly noticed the date on the same : “Saturday, 5th November, 2022”
That was the same day me and yatin had left for Girnar , Karthik Poornima Parikrama .
Shree gurudev Datta
Om Sai Ram .
What was significant about this day , was that just one day prior leaving for Girnar, I was suffering from severe back ache and tremendous discomfort and pain in the spine and was almost on the verge of cancelling my tickets . But I prayed to lord Dattatreya , to please make me do this Parikrama anyhow & it was a miracle that I did the 38 kms overnight tough Girnar Parikrama with the Grace of Sai baba , the incarnation of lord Dattatreya himself!
Last year I suffered from sciatica on the left side and was in pain from 8th OCTOBER 2022 till Makar Sankranti of 2023 . These three months were testing times and retrospectively Sai baba made me understand his leela after Makar Sankranti and thereafter my pain vanished .
Sai baba always has our back ( for me it’s in the literal sense 😊🙏)
Jai Jai Sai 🙏